Why I’m Not A Liberal Anymore From a Libertarian Lesbian


Why I’m Not A Liberal Anymore

Written By: Latasia Horton

Date: 02/02/2017

 

As everything unfolds and I keep learning more, I find more reasons to lose faith in my prior liberal political positions. So, I’m going to try to keep this focused on why I’m not a Liberal anymore by explaining the reasons I abandoned the left’s ideology in the first place and found that being a Libertarian makes sense to me.

 

“Government is not reason; it is not eloquence; it is force. Like fire, it is a dangerous servant and a fearful master.”

George Washington

 

Let me first begin by saying, I was wrong about what I thought to be right and true. I could go on about how movies, music, news, and schooling had manipulated me into having such a socially skewed view of the world that I believed it was not only possible but necessary to be equal. Equality meaning all people would have the same opportunities to achieve happiness and success. Of course, the level of equality has not been defined so I assumed food, water, shelter, enough money to ‘live’, and the ability to walk through the world without being in danger because of who they are or what they look like. But, in all honesty, it would have been up to whoever was in control of implementing it and I would have found a way to justify it.

Regardless of all of those things having an effect, I still take responsibility for being wrong and not educating myself enough in history or politics. Because of that and being genuinely horrified at the way this country could go, I have to share my opinions. I have no choice.

 

“In keeping silent about evil, in burying it so deep within us that no sign of it appears on the surface, we are implanting it, and it will rise up a thousand fold in the future. When we neither punish nor reproach evildoers, we are not simply protecting their trivial old age, we are thereby ripping the foundations of justice from beneath new generations.”

Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn, The Gulag Archipelago 1918-1956

 

My journey out of liberalism started right after the election results. I reluctantly voted for Hillary Clinton after failed attempts to find even a sliver of reason to vote for Trump. (It was always, Vote Trump because he’s not Hillary and vice versa.) I talked to friends and acquaintances who were voting for him, did Google searches, read forums, and looked at his policies right on the website with no luck. I didn’t read the WikiLeaks, but read articles summarizing some of what was in there. When I look back on it, I’m ashamed at what I didn’t research more and what I just accepted as fact. But I know why and how I got to that place.

I remember the Ron Paul ‘Revolution’ back in the day and I was on board from the moment I read what he stood for. It made sense. Smaller government, fewer taxes, gun rights, and the importance of civil liberties. Maybe dabbling in conspiracy theories when I was younger could have contributed to my lack of trust in government. But really, it’s about not giving any one entity or person the type of power you wouldn’t give someone else.

I don’t think power and money equal evil but I do think there is a shift that happens when you gain even a little bit of power. Depending on your life experience, insecurities, and how you handle pressure and fame, it could go either way. Maybe the same person that got a promotion at your job who acts like a dick now, would ruin civilizations. Or maybe they would understand the gravity of the position they hold and make the right choices. I wasn’t sure and I’m still not. But even if we had a bigger government and completely trusted the people in office, that power would have to shift hands eventually and we would have to place the same amount of trust in the new batch. It always seemed like a bad idea.

My level of trust in government shouldn’t exceed the level of trust I have to have in other people. I like people but my life, finances, or well-being shouldn’t depend on them. I was always okay with roughing it if it meant I could support myself. How can I expect someone else to depend on me for any reason or consider me trustworthy if I can’t depend on myself?

 

“I believe that every individual is naturally entitled to do as he pleases with himself and the fruits of his labor, so far as it in no way interferes with any other men’s rights.”

Abraham Lincoln

 

People are passionate and we should be. When I care about something, I care deeply and if I see injustice or mistreatment happening I want to do something about it. If that’s not etched in human DNA somewhere, it’s learned by experiencing it on some level. But we just as easily push it aside to move forward in our own lives. You don’t give money to every homeless person you see, you don’t adopt every dog at the shelter, you won’t help someone who keeps getting themselves in the same situation, and you weigh out how much you’re willing to put yourself out there for someone who’s being hurt on a scale of ‘will I get killed?’ to ‘they’re going to be okay without my help’.

I also try to consider whether my actions will do more harm than good based on how much I’m actually able to affect the situation and how much I know or don’t know what’s going on. Then, there’s that feeling of being uncomfortable and awkward when speaking up or taking action which I’m sure would depend on of how much you’ve done it before or have seen other people do it. We’re also worried about being manipulated into fighting other battles or being involved in a much larger plan we know nothing about, thinking we’re doing the right thing and finding out we were wrong. We feel a certain level of pride when we’re helping and we can’t deny that, which could get out of hand, too. But that doesn’t, and shouldn’t stop us from making a positive change in someone’s life or society as a whole.

We all care. We care about different things just like we’re talented in different areas. That’s how we accomplish anything. It’s impossible to care deeply about every issue. I’ll never know what it’s like to be in all situations so I’ll never have the capacity to feel the way someone else feels about it. But does that mean I shouldn’t get involved? Maybe. Or maybe I’ll be able to contribute in another way.

 

“The very power of [textbook writers] depends on the fact that they are dealing with a boy: a boy who thinks he is ‘doing’ his ‘English prep’ and has no notion that ethics, theology, and politics are all at stake. It is not a theory they put into his mind, but an assumption, which ten years hence, its origin forgotten and its presence unconscious, will condition him to take one side in a controversy which he has never recognized as a controversy at all.”

C.S. Lewis, The Abolition of Man

 

These are some thoughts that pop up in my head. I tend to overthink things sometimes but I’ve always thought it’s better than running on pure emotion and being reactionary. I always liked to think of myself as a critical thinker that ‘questions everything’ but got lost in questioning, finding new information, thinking maybe it’s true or maybe it isn’t, and getting stuck there.

My lack of trust has gotten me away from harmful situations, people, and mindsets so I’ve come to rely on, and even trust my lack of trust as a survival mechanism. I had the same opinion about government. No trust, they’re all bad anyway, nothing makes a difference. It seems like an anarchical and/or logical stance to have based on what I’ve seen in the past, on certain issues. But that mindset let in an established way of thinking that I wasn’t aware of.

I didn’t think I was getting involved in politics. For me, and a lot of other people, I was appalled that these obvious social issues, had to be brought up or voted on at all. But if they had to, let’s get it done quick so we can move on to the important things this country needs to focus on. So you can imagine my distress when so many people wanted to slow the ‘progress’ down. I thought, ‘Why don’t they care?’ ‘Don’t they see this is important?’ ‘The sooner we take care of this, the sooner we can live cohesively and work together.’

 

“The American people will never knowingly adopt socialism. But, under the name of ‘liberalism,’ they will adopt every fragment of the socialist program, until one day America will be a socialist nation, without knowing how it happened.”

Norman Thomas, U.S. Socialist Party presidential candidate 1940, 1944 and 1948

 

But demanding that government get involved and issue taxes in order to pay for these causes is creating a dependency on government, which makes it bigger. There’s already a form of government like this and it’s called Communism. Maybe that isn’t the goal for some, but it doesn’t matter because that’s where it’s going and it never works.

Explaining why I’m not a Liberal anymore is admitting I was uneducated and wrong, which isn’t easy to do. But I come to terms with things pretty easily when it means moving forward and learning the truth. I’m not blind to the left’s rage, revenge, and manipulation of content to further their agenda anymore, either. I’m putting myself out here after preparing myself in every way I know how.

I’m well-aware of the misguided hate, death threats, and invasion of privacy that these people inflict on bloggers, podcasters, and anyone speaking out against them. My life experience and ability to push ahead, regardless of how difficult, is how I know I can handle it. You may think you’re speaking out for minorities because you see our struggles but I promise, you couldn’t possibly understand the strength that comes along with them.

If there’s one reason to pick, as to why I’ve decided to start this, it’s because the left/leftists/liberals are weakening people. There are people that feel powerless when they could feel strong, accomplished, and do great things for the world. When you’re constantly putting your focus on a pointless battle, you aren’t focused on your life. You ‘break glass ceilings’ as an individual and the only people that have changed the world for minorities are minorities, themselves.

I will always understand why people go completely one-sided on things. You see inconsistencies in what you’ve believed, you start questioning, you see the manipulation at play, then here comes the backlash from the people you thought were on your side. It’s easy to shun everything to do with them to the point where you have no interest in being even the fraction of the person you were before.

I’m going to try my hardest to take a step back from all of that so I can gather information, gain more knowledge, and not lose myself in arguments that have no end. But I’m human, so what good would it do if I took this shitshow too seriously and put myself on the brink of insanity (Don’t be offended by the word, liberals. I’ve been there many times, already). That being said, I know enough to see the damage being done by them and where it’s headed.

 

“Political correctness does not legislate tolerance; it only organizes hatred.”

Jacques Barzun

 

Being ‘nice’ and walking on eggshells isn’t productive. If your parents never disciplined you and always tried to be your friend, there’s a huge chance you could have or actually did turn out to be an asshole. It has the same effect on a society. I remember hearing this ‘everything is too PC (Politically Correct)’ argument a few years and brushed it off. I just thought of it as being aware of other people.

It creates a ‘mothering complex’ where you’re dependent on government because you think they’re taking care of you and, in turn, makes you weak and complacent. I also see cases of teachers being sued and even language being changed for fear of offending a group of people without even knowing if it really offends them because, in some cases, they haven’t even met anyone like them. It’s getting weird out here, guys.

 

“Is there any point in public debate in a society where hardly anyone has been taught how to think, while millions have been taught what to think?”

Peter Hitchens

 

I’m originally from the Midwest. Hearing from the right wing supporters where I lived and being a gay person, I noticed the intolerance more. I also saw the lack of empathy and knowledge so I just stayed away from Republicans and Conservatives. I considered myself socially liberal and worked my hardest to move to a more ‘progressive’ place.

When I did, I eventually started understanding what a liberal on the left really was. The signs were there but I thought, everyone has issues they get overly passionate about or too fearful of because of the conspiracies related to them. So I’d hear one feminist go on a small burst of a rant about the patriarchy, I’d hear a white person lose their shit about another white person not having enough understanding of the black community struggles, and I had people in the LGBT community almost pushing the idea that I should feel like a victim because I’m gay. For a while, I wrote them off as a few extremists.

I ended up going to a Planned Parenthood rally. At the time, I didn’t acknowledge the taxpayer and government involvement because I was completely convinced it was necessary for poor people who needed more than abortions. That’s always their story. I also wasn’t aware of the horrific things that go on there because I heard about it and then read it was a hoax right after by liberal media. Instead of questioning and doing my own research, I trusted what was more comfortable. It’s also hard to stay up to date on everything when you work all the time and I think people get lost in that, too.

 

“There is no worse tyranny than to force a man to pay for what he does not want merely because you think it would be good for him.”

Robert Heinlein

 

Up until the election, I knew that no matter who won, a lot of people weren’t going to be happy. I wasn’t shocked by the results. Because of where I’m from, I knew there were a lot of Trump supporters. My views started to shift right after the election when people started protesting and it lasted about a week. You have to have an end goal when you’re protesting otherwise there’s no reason to do it.

If anything, people should have been outraged before because they had to choose between those two. Bernie supporters should have at least demanded something to be done about Clinton sabotaging him. But they were convinced Trump was going to end humanity and I was at least grounded in reality enough to know that’s not true.

Really, I think I just started asking the right questions after that and was willing to listen to the conservative podcasters and news coverage I had avoided because I kept seeing them demean feminism and the LGBT movement. I soon learned about 3rd Wave Feminism, Social Justice Warriors, Safe Spaces, Trigger Warnings, Gender Queers, and all the other details that I was never exposed to before. I’d say, Dave Rubin, Milo Yiannopoulos, Steven Crowder, Ben Shapiro, Lauren Southern, and Gavin McInnes were really the one’s that brought it all together for me. Yea, all the people I was told to ignore.

 

“It is unethical for any man to tax another man’s home to fund his social agenda. Friends don’t do that, your enemies will.”

John Taft

 

The ball was rolling and I started making connections about what I was seeing around me. As soon as I started reading into Totalitarianism and Marxism, I found an interview by Jordan Peterson that really darted me forward into understanding the threat of the grassroots socialist movement that the left has brought with it. I came to the conclusion that gay people and other minorities are being used to further the agenda.

Within about a month of going deeper into what I like to call ‘Latasia’s Inferno’, I started looking at my Facebook feed in a completely different light. It felt like trying to stop an avalanche of Commie bullshit. I knew I had to learn more and talk about it. There’s almost no lesbian conservative voices out there and very few conservative LGBT voices, in general. But the one’s I’ve heard are very powerful and make a huge impact.

I’ve been to the left, so while I’m going to dish out some tough love and sometimes lose my shit, I know how manipulated and brainwashed they actually are. I don’t think they’re stupid but I do know they’re made to feel like intellectuals and ‘progressives’ because of what they stand for. They’re convinced they know what’s best for people and that they’re more evolved. All of these things are really what create the elitist mindset. But they care, and they want to do the right thing. When evil agendas latch onto that, you get the violence and misguided hatred.

I’m not catering my podcast or blog to them because I know how they react to being told they’re wrong. I’m aware not everyone will get it and not everyone is liberal for good intentions. I’m simply sharing my thoughts and opinions to have conversations with other people, like-minded or not. To try to do anything more than that would be a losing game and a lost cause.

I have more to say and I don’t think that will stop anytime soon with the current political climate. I really do love learning and talking about this. Even the debates and yelling matches feel right. This is what true freedom is. We can create content with our point of view and knowledge being expressed and if someone hates it, they can do it too. As of now, I’m all about blogging and podcasting. I plan on interviewing people, I have a few opportunities lined up to be a guest on other platforms, and I’ll see how I need to update my plans from there.

I’m excited about this because after constantly reading entrepreneur and business books telling me I shouldn’t focus on politics, I’ve realized that this is at least one subject that everything I’ve been learning was leading up to. Otherwise, I understand why politics would distract you while building a business.

 

“It is sobering to reflect that one of the best ways to get yourself a reputation as a dangerous citizen these days is to go about repeating the very phrases which our founding fathers used in the struggle for independence.”

Charles A. Beard

 

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